Failed channel open

I tried to open up a channel last night via the umbrel LN node open feature. I got an error message that the node I was opening up to had a higher minimum open requirement. This has happened to me before and the sats came back into my LN node balance. However this time I did not get the 750K sats back and they appear to be gone. Is there anyway to find out what happened or get the sats back? I’m not seeing it in the tx log at all in my node. Or is this just going to be a donation to the bitcoin network…